According to the Laws of Karma, it’s all about — free will, free will, free will.
One of the least enjoyable parts of the gift of Prophecy is the awesome responsibility of delivering hard to hear messages from above. But all these earthshaking predictions have one thing in common — there are messages of hope planted in every one of them. It’s up to us to discover those messages. Later on, we may share them with others, and live a more fruitful life knowing that we have been touched by an Act of Divine Grace.
Who or by what means am I receiving this information? To the best of my knowlege it comes in the form of energy. Thoughts are energy, and the beings (Spirit guides, angels, deceased loved ones) come in the form of a ball of energy to me. Through the gift of Prophesy, I am able to have these energetic thoughts transmitted to me, and then I deliver them to you. I believe you all have this gift, but for one reason or another you fail to cultivate it. I am not just a psychic. I am a mystic. A mystic is an Enlightened being, and the universe uses my knowledge and wisdom in hopes that I will be able to guide you on your own path toward living an Enlightened life. I can also deliver Enlightenment to you, if you have already been preparing yourself for this momentus event.
With that said, I will share with you something that has been heavy on my mind the last few days.
Perhaps a dozen times over a period of two years, I have been the bearer of bad news, and that bad news has cast me in the dark role of the Angel of Death. As an Enlightened being, I know it’s all good, but sometimes it certainly doesn’t feel or appear that way. These angst-filled times bring me to my knees, as I beg God to find another way or another person to deliver those messages.
What is the response from above to my heartfelt pleas? “You’re just the messenger. Get over your ego. Did you cause this pain? Are you these people? Deliver the message and then get on with your life.”
And so I do just that. I do what I am asked to do. I acknowledge first and foremost:Thy will be done and not my will. It’s my own personal Gethsemane, and I ready myself to carry that particular cross, knowing full well that it is also my job to know when to put the cross down and not allow myself to be crucified on it. Those of you who know me can attest to the fact that I try to deliver these messages with great tenderness, compassion, and kindness. I am forever grateful that out of the thousands upon thousands of divinely-inspired messages I am asked to relay each year, that this type of message comprises less than 1% of them. But this small percentage doesn’t make the task any easier.
Always remember it is a free will universe. Some of us do have a pre-destined date in which we will die. However, this can be slightly altered by God to give you a few more months or years beyond that date, if this is necessary for you to complete your mission, calling, or caretaking of another. But the window of opportunity is fairly small on this. Pretty much, when your time is up, it’s up.
Then there are Random Acts of Karma that might truncate our lives. No one can predict the drunk driver who might jump in his car in a moment of intoxicated rage and kill a car load of innocent victims.
In terms of that tragic day, immortalized as 9/11, probably only a very few of those people who perished were destined to die sometime in the near future.
I have been reluctant to share the following information with others, out of fear that it could be seen as me being an opportunist, or one who wants to somehow profit from the pain of others. But I am being divinely-guided to share all that comes through me, and to share it without fear of judgement or ridicule.
And so here goes: This year, on the seventh anniversary of 9/11, as I did my Tarot readings, I was blessed to be joined by a ball of energy that called itself simply, “We who died as a result of 9/11.” The energy in the room was intense and filled with light and love. One person would step forward out of that ball of energy and deliver a message. One message was this: “I speak for more than five hundred of us. We didn’t like our jobs. We didn’t even want to be where we were that day. If we had followed our hearts, we would have been elsewhere, performing a job we loved, not working at a job for money’s sake only. Be sure that you are doing the kind of job you wish to be doing, so that if you should suddenly be struck my lightening, you would have died doing what you loved.” Another person stepped forward and spoke for all those who had passed away. “Stop all your planning. You are never going to see the plane that might crash into your world and change everything in an instant. We all had a plan. In forty-five minutes our life plan was destroyed. Our families’ plans were destroyed, and the whole world’s plan shifted in an instant. Live your life, one day at a time. Do your best today. Be in gratitude for what you have. And let tomorrow naturally evolve from today. You can not nor should you wish to control tomorrow. Be at peace. We have a mission. We are at peace and that mission is to see that no other world wars ever take place. Heed our messages, and be grateful for everyday you are given. Be kind. Forgive. And please, live and let live.”
We can transcend the suffering inherent in the state of mind known as victim consciousness by acknowledging that we live in a freewill universe in which every human being in this lifetime or in any other will be affected by other people’s Random Acts of Karma. Sometimes karma, luck, or whatever you want to call it goes our way, but the law of averages alone will tell us that we can’t dodge every bullet. I do believe with every fiber of my being, that those who perished in 9/11 have accepted their plight and now willingly watch over, not only their own, but the entire world.
Then there are our own free will actions that contribute to how, why, and when we die. If you are chain smoking three packs a day, you might drastically alter the allotted days you have to walk upon this earth. If you are self-destructive and have a death wish, know that a death wish works as well as any other weapon, and you are once again altering your life’s plan. And, there is a strong mind/body connection. If you are not healing your psychic pain, then it will manifest as illness and disease. Most of us would rather feel physical pain than psychological pain. But if we continue to do this, we can once again drastically alter our life span. Please try to deal with the real issues at hand, so that you won’t be given physical illness as a wake-up call.
I am gifted with the ability to give people life reviews. This life-changing experience gives you the opportunity to see the good and bad karma you have accrued. It’s as if you are given a near-death experience without having to suffer the physical trauma. If you heed the wake-up call I am delivering to you, you can alter the outcome for your life.
I will share one of these life reviews with you, since it is so heavy on my heart. This September, a beautiful, twenty-something girl was at a Tarot card party I was doing for some of her friends. I believe all their readings were illuminating, but this particular young woman asked me if she would be marrying her current boyfriend, who was in his early thirties. The messages from above that I delivered to her came from many sources: Those deceased loved ones who loved her, those deceased loved ones who loved him, and many angels and guides spoke as well. Although the message I had to deliver might have made me sound like the Angel of Death, that was not the true intention. I was trying to be the Preventer of that destiny. The message was basically this: The universe did not want her to marry him and bear his children, unless he cleaned up his act. He was greatly abusing drugs and alcohol, and he had driven numerous occasions while under the influence. His deceased loved ones and the deceased loved ones of the others he would have maimed and killed while driving drunk already intervened twice to prevent this tragedy from occurring. At this point, his deceased relatives were being yanked away from him. Yes, we do get in trouble in the afterlife if we interfere with the free will of others. For a while we lose our right to watch over them. Basically, her boyfriend was left to his own devices. His angels and spirit guides knew that he had asked her to share with him what I had to say, and so it was their hope that he would heed the warnings that were being given. Everyone came through to basically say, “If he doesn’t change, he’s not long for this earth. His days are numbered. And basically, he’s on borrowed time. There are souls who are waiting to be born,and although they wish for you to be their mother, they do not wish to have this man as their father unless he cleans up his act — big time. ” I told her, “He doesn’t have much good karma accrued. Even his so-called loving of you is an act of manipulation. He lies to you. He knows that you have this need to rescue, and he takes advantage of that. If he truly loved you, he would let you go, so that you could find a good man. ” I said, “That as a mystic, I would request for your sake, that this man be given one more wake-up call.” (He had already had plenty, but to no avail.) I forewarned him and her, that within a month or two, he would get arrested for driving under the influence. If he didn’t go to rehab, and he continued to use drugs and abuse alchohol, and particularly if he continued to drive while under the influence, he would die either of a drug overdose, in a car accident, or a combination of the two. I also asked God if this be the case, let him crash into a wall, and not harm any other innocent people. I hoped and prayed that this young man would love this beautiful young woman enough to see the error of his ways, and embrace the love and life she had to offer him. I also knew the odds were very slim that he would actually change as a result of hearing all this. I told her that she was only responsible for her behavior and not his, and that if he didn’t step up to the plate, she would be given a Soul Mate love in the future, because she deserved this.
She did tell him what I told her. And what did he do? Did he allow me to be the Preventor? I wish. In November he got a DUI. Knowing that the first part of my prophesy had manifested, did he go to rehab? Did he go to therapy? Unfortunately, not.
One cold morning in Janurary, he woke up and told this beautiful young woman, that he was better off dead than alive. Obviously, he heard the messages being transmitted from above. Why did he only hear that message so clearly? Why was he blocking all the others?
That same day, he was pulled over for a DUI again. No one’s quite sure yet what actually happened right after that, but it appears that he died of a heart attack while being arrested. I am grateful that God heard my pleas that others be spared, if he drove drunk. But, I am saddened that he didn’t grab the second chance at love and life that he was being given.
What is the message of hope that I was delivering to her and to him back in September? First of all, if he had stopped abusing drugs and alcohol, he would have been free to embrace the love and future his girlfriend was offering him. Because he didn’t do this, she has been freed from the guilt that she should have done more to save him. What more could she have done? And back in September, she was given the knowledge that the universe will reward her with a Soul Mate love in the future, if things didn’t work out with him.
I pray that this young man, who died before his time, will guide over other young men who are making the same mistakes. He will gain good karma for these actions. And may his soul find solace in this. I pray that this young woman learn from the past and embrace the wonderful future the universe has in mind for her.
I pray that more and more I take on the title of “The Preventer” and not the “Angel of Death”. Please help me to do this by learning your karmic lessons and embracing the real future the universe is trying to offer you.
By the way, I wrote this post because the young man I just told you about came through to ask me to. He wishes he had listened and wants others to learn from his tragic mistake. I am grateful that he has come through to comfort me by saying, “You did your job to the best of your ability. You didn’t fail. I did.” Bravo for him. He’s taking full responsibility for his actions. Redemption awaits him. May he rest in peace.